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Name: JOY Lee
Age: 22+
Location : VungTau_VietNam
Contact Me at scorpionbaby31@yahoo.com
Birthday: 3 January 1983

I became fascinated by arts and particularly painting when I first time visited my cousin's house in HaNoi a year ago. I reckon it was one of Kandinsky's work which prompted me to try myself in the painting. I must be honest I have not studied the art of painting in any school and never painted in my life before saw those paintings of a monk. But it was I would say love from a first brush and I worked a lot with most of my free time devoting to the painting. I am still continue to work on my style but I put a lot of emphasis on colors and forms. You can notice that immediately from my last works. Kandinsky still remains one of my favourite artists, however other artists which influenced me and my works would include Chagal, Picasso, Monet. Generally I find the works of great, celebrated impressionists irresistible, alluring and influencing my work as an artist-painter.

AlonE ?
I'll be youR shAdow .
Afraid ?
StAy behinD me!
WannA cry?
HeRe my shOuder !
Need a huG ?
I'll embrAce you tighT and saY
WhatevEr happenS, you've me I LOVE YooOoou ...
Still Rememeber this promise ?
I doubt so.
WhenEver i'm huRt and lonEly
You wouLd juSt huG me tiGht and sAy it's oK
Nomatter what happens you'll still have me


But nOw,
you're thE one who hUrt me
You're the onE who brokEn my heArt
I just wannA huG yoU tiGhly and neveR leT You gO
I just wAnna cry on youR shouderS
But you maDe me loSe tRuSt in YOU
But you made me lost couRage in loving yOu
The promiSe you mAde
Is gonE


If you think thAt by sayinG SORRY can meAn a thinG
You're wrooOoong
AlL the LOVE we oncE had
If you think thAt by saYing soRry can mAke me fOrget alL the thingS you've donE
AlL the huRt that I geT
You're wrooOoong
Sorry I can't forget alL that
Love huRtS
but GOD wouLd let me forgEt you
Forget the timeS we had
FoRget the things you've dOne
and Forget the Love we once haD
I'ts just a mAatter of timE
In one's liFe
New thingS come
Some things juSt leave
Hope yoU
KeEp
Me
In youR
HeaRt
Like I keEp you in minE
AlwayS...
My wiSh is juSt that you wouLd disappeAr frOm my worLd !!!!
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    I've leArned thAt ...

    a kIsS Is jUsT a kIsS
    uNtiL yOu fInD tHe oNe yOu lOvE

    a hUg Is jUsT a hUg
    uNtiL It's fRom tHe oNe yOu aRe tHiNkInG Of

    a dReAm Is jUsT a dReAm
    uNtiL yOu mAkE It cOmE tRuE

    If yOu LOvE sOmEoNe
    LeT tHeM gO
    If tHeY rEtUrN
    tHeY aRe aLwAyS yOuRs
    If tHeY dOn't
    tHeY nEvEr wAs

    tHe wOrSt tHiNg In tHe wOrLd Is
    sEeInG tHe oNe yOu |OvE wItH tHe oNe tHaY |OvE

    bEing dEEpLy |OvEd bY sOmEoNe gIvEs yOu sTrEnGtH
    |OvInG sOmEoNe dEEpLy gIvEs yOu cOuRaGe

    |OvE Is a BaTtLe
    |OvE Is a wAr
    |OvE dOeS nOt bEgIn aNd eNd tHe wAy wE wAnT

    |OvE Is whAt yOu gIvE
    nOt wAt yOu gEt

    |OvE tAkEs OfF mAsKs thaT wE fEaR wE cAnNoT LiVe wItHoUt
    aNd cAnNoT LiVe wItHiN

    |OvE Is tHe iMmOrTaL fLoW Of eNeRgY
    tHaT nOuRiShEs, eXtEnDs aNd pReSeRvEs

    ImMaTuRe lOvE: i lOvE yOu bEcOs i nEeD yOu
    mAtUrE |OvE: i nEeD yOu bEcOs i LOvE yOu

    tHe gReAtEsT rEgReT In tHe wOrLd Is
    nOt tO sAy yOu lOvE tHeM wHeN yOu dO

    I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

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    If you've ever thought about it, the saying that "the World is a stage" is very true. Everyone everywhere is always putting on an act to hide who and how they really are. and in Acting you become someone who you are not, you change your appearance slightly, you wear a costume, it's like halloween but only better! this is where i'm going to pull off my mask, costume, and just try to be myself, the real me... the things i love and hate (funny how everything seems to be a love hate thing if you ever stop to notice) but i will try not to hate much as in getting rid of the aweful habit..thats how imma improve..Hopefully ppl like the show that is me, but at the same time, it doesn't matter if ppl do or not because this is me, and it's my place to be me...hehe and below are some silly jokes *grins*.


    Why I'm so Tired...
    For a couple years I've been blaming it on iron poor blood, lack of vitamins, exercise, dieting and a dozen other maladies. But now I found out the real reason;I'm tired because I'm overworked. Let me explain...


    1. The population of england is 239 million(example). 106 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work.
    2. There are 83 million who are under-age or still in school, and 3 people who are still working on their PhD's since the 50's, which leave 49.99997 million to do the work.
    3. Four million, four hundred ninety nine thousand, nine hundred seventy are in the Armed Forces, which leaves forty five and a half million to do the civilian work.
    4. Of this there are 29.4 million employed by the federal government. This leaves 18.5 million to do the work. Half that many work for State and City Governments, and leaving 1,400,000 to do the work.
    5. Now, there are 895,798 people in prisons, so that leaves 504,202 to do the work.
    There are 504,200 people being treated in hospitals, at doctor appointments, or on sick leave today.

    6.That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. ...and you're sitting there playing around on the Internet" target="_blank">internet.



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Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Saturday, December 17, 2005

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Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Saturday, December 17, 2005

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Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Saturday, December 17, 2005

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Those are the paintings of "Phap Hanh" master who teaches me a lot.

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* Sunday, August 14, 2005 *


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So many years later... I would be.... Posted by Picasa

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Here I Am.... in the moon... kakkakaka Posted by Picasa

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* Thursday, March 10, 2005 *


I'm lying alone... With my head on the phone... Thinking of YOU till it hurts... Posted by Hello

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* Wednesday, January 26, 2005 *


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* Wednesday, December 29, 2004 *


QuangVinh _ My favourite singer ne`, he's nice huh ? Posted by Hello

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* Monday, November 29, 2004 *


Quay Da^`u la` bo+`.....  Posted by Hello

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* Monday, November 15, 2004 *


I love this picture __ You're there in my hEarT Posted by Hello

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* Sunday, November 14, 2004 *

why do people get hurt?
why do we feel the pain?
why do we have to experience all these things that are soooo alien to me?
why? there are so many questions to ask and no one seem to answer them... why why why??
why do the good people always get hurt in the process and the bad ones get away... why dont people see how we can hurt one another?
why cant we see that the hurt we can cause each other is so real?
why cant we see that people do stupid things when we are hurt? why do we need to cry?
why do we need to cry our hearts out but there is no one there to understand how we feel?
why is life so unfair?
why do we have to let go?
why do we have to leave someone we love because we do not deserve them?
why is it so hard to forget someone who has stolen our hearts already?
why do we need to go through all these torture here on earth?
why are relationships the most blessed thing but the most destroying thing too? why do are our hearts the easiest thing to toy around with?
why are they the ones that get stolen and it will never be complete again?
how can our hearts be empty and filled at the same time?
why do we even bother to let ourselves get hurt?
why do pple do things for the sake of love?
why do we risk everything just to be loved in return?
why do we feel hurt when we know that someone loves us but know that we can never be together?
why cant we just accept it and get on with life?
why must the smallest things in life affect us so greatly?
why do we miss the things that we dont appreciate?
why do we regret our actions after a decision has been made?
why must we have our pride that makes us do stupid things?
why must i be the only one asking so many qns that no one seems to be asking? why are there so many unanswered qns?
why do i want to know the answers?
why do i even care?
why am i useless, selfish, ungrateful, self-centred and many others that arent too pleasant to type down?
why do i even care when these remarks get thrown at me?
why do i get hurt so easily?
why cant the world just come to a stand still and time stop?
why cant i just die right now and these problems wont bother me anymore?
why am i even sharing this with the rest of the world?
would they even care? why cant life just be boring with no pain, hurt or grief?
why cant i just accept things the way it is? why cant i just stop right now?
why? why? why?
*feeling confused, troubled, unloved, unwanted and useless again... dont bother worrying.. i'm not worth anybody's trouble...this feeling will pass.. i guess........
I've made so many WH questions huh ? (^_^). Anyway thanks for your trying to answer my wonder about LiFe !

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 14, 2004

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Everything is just a cover... everything is so fake... everything is not what you think it is... nothing is all right.. nothing has been all right... all right is just a figure of speech... nothing can be all right... there would always be something that goes wrong.. our lives can never be perfect. though it may seem to others in their eyes.. but believe me.. nothing can be all right... nothing will be all right. mistakes, accidents... so many things out there that just creates a balance... a balance to what? life?
what has life done? alot...... the smiles.. the laughter.. the sweet memories... ... the sad partings.. the deaths of loved ones.. the pain.. the hurt.. they all will never truly go away...


why am i even typing this? i dont know myself... but i will wait... for what ? I don't know either... life's a sad story i guess ... with happy endings?? im not sure.. maybe not...

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* Saturday, November 13, 2004 *


Have another one for you to test your iq...............


OK, relax, clear your mind and....... begin.



1. What do you put in a toaster?


















The answer is bread. If you said "toast", then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, "bread", go to question 2.






2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk". What do cows drink?






















Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk", please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously overstressed and may even overheat. It may be that you need to content yourself with reading something more appropriate such as "Children's World".
If you said, "water" then proceed to question three.








3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a greenhouse made from?




























Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass. If you aid "green bricks", what the heck are you still doing here reading these questions????? Dang..... If you said "glass", then go on to question four.






4. Twenty years ago, a plane was flying at 20,000 feet over Germany. If you will recall, Germany at that time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany. Anyway, during the flight, TWO of the engines failed. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decided on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine failed before he had time and the plane crashed smack in the middle of "no man's land" between East Germany and West Germany.
Where would you bury the survivors - East Germany or West Germany or in "no man's land"?






















Answer: You don't, of course, bury survivors. If you said ANYTHING else, you are a real dunce and you must NEVER try to rescue anyone from a plane crash. Your efforts would not be appreciated. ...... If you said, "Don't bury the survivors" then proceed to the next question.







5. If the hour hand on a clock moves 1/60th of a degree every minute then how many degrees will the hour hand move in one hour?


























Answer: One degree. If you said "360 degrees" or anything other than "one degree", you are to be congratulated on getting this far, but you are obviously out of your league. Turn your pencil in and exit the room. Everyone else proceed to the final question..











6. Without using a calculator - You are driving a bus from Saigon to Cho Lon in HCMcity. In Saigon, 17 people get on the bus. In Cau Muoi, six people get off the bus and nine people get on. In Xom Cui, two people get off and four get on. In Le Lai, 11 people get off and 16 people get on. In Tran Hung Dao, three people get off and five people get on. In Nguyen Trai, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at ChoLon. What was the name of the bus driver?





























Answer: Oh, for heaven sake! It was YOU..
Read the first line!!!

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Que Sera, Sera
When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be worker? Will I be peasant?"
Here's what she said to me:
Que sera, sera,
whatever will be, will be.
The future's Par--ty's to see,
Que sera, sera,
what will be, will be.
When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "Where shall I serve?
Shall I serve China?
Shall I serve Russia?"
This was her wise reply:
Que sera, sera,
whatever will be, will be.
The future's Par--ty's to see,
Que sera, sera,
what will be, will be.
When I grew up, being sold to Taiwan,
I asked my master, "What lies ahead?
Will we have clientele day after day?"
Here's what my master said:
Que sera, sera,
whatever will be, will be.
The future's Par--ty's to see,
Que sera, sera,
what will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own,
They ask their mother, "Whom will I serve?
Will I serve Chinese? Will I serve Thai?"
I tell them tenderly:
Que sera, sera,
whatever will be, will be.
The future's Par--ty's to see,
Que sera, sera,
what will be, will be.
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I often sit and ponder, what Success meant. Many people offered me many definitions and amongst these people includes my teacher, my parents and my friends. With no doubt, the common clauses I was drilled with are those that emphasized on targets that can be seen, heard and touched. But the truth is, I won't be happy if I score straight As and neither would I be elated to secure a job with a promising pay. My definition of Success is something that cannot seen, nor touched. It involves the maximising of my life.

To laugh as often and as much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty and to find the best in others; to make the world a little better; whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition and to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is my meaning of success.

The day when the blind sees me; the deaf hears me and the world calls for me will be the day, I call myself, a Success.


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* Friday, November 12, 2004 *


Hu+~ng Ho+`...
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Friday, November 12, 2004

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nhi`n ca'i dzi` ??? (^_^)
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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Ye^u nhau di, de^? ro^`i mai chia ly ...........

Kho^ng The^? co' 1 Ti`nh Ye^u vi~nh cu+~u ma` chi? co' nhu+~ng gia^y phu't vi~nh cu+~u cu?a Ti`nh Ye^u


JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Friday, November 12, 2004

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Con ma('t co`n la.i

I believe that life is there to enjoy.
I believe crushes are there to crush hearts.
I believe true love is there from the start. I believe you should give
people chances.
I believe you should treat people the same because you never know what
they will do for you in the future.

I believe that good things will come to people who work hard.
I believe great things come to people who never give up.
I believe silence will teach you something if you listen hard.

I believe that the heart leads you in the right direction if you follow
it.

I believe friends are needed no matter who you are.
I believe family should stick by your side.
I believe God will help you if you believe in him and trust him.
I believe sleep calms the soul.
I believe the heart and soul are more important than looks.

I believe trust helps the world go round.
I believe love brings great things.
I believe hope is something everyone needs.
I believe you need to make time for fun.
I believe music soothes the soul.
I believe that money cannot buy happiness.

I believe jokes have to be there to keep people sane.
I believe people are special the way you are
I believe that true friends will last a lifetime.
I believe that enjoying what you do will help you enjoy life more.

I believe parents are more important than you think.

I believe the sky is the limit.
I believe being loved and loving are two totally different things.
I believe that you have to love yourself before you can love others.

I believe promises should be kept.
I believe brothers and sisters are made to teach.

I believe a simple smile can make anybody's day better.

I believe that being popular is not the key to life.

I believe in being nice to nerds because you might grow up and have to
work for one




JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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Face 2 Face (^_^)
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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Co~i hu+ vo^.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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.... !!
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Friday, November 12, 2004

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hihihi....
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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Here are some of the pics that I draw this week.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Friday, November 12, 2004

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My little fairy girl (^_^)
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

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* Monday, November 08, 2004 *

Being Twenty-Something to Thirty-Something
(This puts it all into words perfectly.)

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, thosefriendsthat you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.

You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.

You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not.

You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing todo but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better.

You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Send this to your twenty-something (to thirty-something)friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they are not alone in their state of confusion that are our postgrad years!!!

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, November 08, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

* Sunday, November 07, 2004 *


Kho^'i do+`i.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 07, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


So'ng Lo`ng .
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 07, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


;-)
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 07, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

Haha... was reading my mail... and then i came over this story... hope you guys have fun reading it...

Send it back to me, you will see why!!

Brittney loved basketball, Friends and parties too, And when it came to painting, That's all she wanted to do.

She painted everything she saw, Birds, flowers, and the sky, Some days she sat at her window, And painted everything that passed her by.

But lately she'd been feeling woozy, Her muscles ached a lot, And her parents got kind of worried, So they took her to the doc.

The doctor took a couple of tests, To see if everything was okay, Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness,And this is what she had to say;

"I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia," You've got about 3 months more." Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room, And slammed the office door.

She ran down the street screaming, And cried her eyes out dry, And stayed up all night, Wondering what it's like to die.

Her parents held her tightly, And said, "We love you," "We'll make your last few months the greatest," "We'll do anything for you."

So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida, to live by the sea,

Because Brittney loved the ocean, And when she died, that's where she wanted to be.

She spent her days painting, And horseback riding in by the bay,

But one day she met this guy, And his name was Jay.

They collected seashells together, And talked about all kinds of things, And then one day while walking, He handed her a ring.

It said, "I love you," Which brought tears to Brittney's eyes, And when he put it on her finger, She began to cry.

He asked her what was wrong, and she then replied, "I've got leukemia, and about a month more." He said," No matter what, I love you And no matter what, you are the one I adore."

So they spent everyday together, And swam in the Atlantic all day, But Brittney was getting weaker, And it was hard for her stay awake.

So one day Brittney painted her picture, And gave it to Jay,

She said, "I want you to remember me," "Even when I leave this place."

But one day while they were walking, And searching for seashells in the sand, Brittney collapsed and started to lose her breath,

And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand."

I love you more than anyone," You are my only true love," But now my time is up," And I'll watch over you from above,"

Then Brittney's body was lifeless,

As she lay in Jay's arms, And he sat there all day,

And kept her safe from harm.

I hope this teaches you a lesson.
To tell someone you love them whenever you can.

Because maybe they'll be gone tomorrow. And you won't be there to hold their hand.

Because love is everything to everybody. Without it, the world would be dead. So always tell someone you love them. A parent, boyfriend/girlfriend, or friend.

Send this to everyone you know, it makes a big difference even though you don't think so...Everyone deserves an "I love you."

Because there may be no one for that person to say it back to.

Send this to 6 people or more. If you get it back they love you too. If you don't send it, then you have no heart.

Haix... read finish ... but never send... i'd rather put it in my blog... so that everyone can copy and paste... haha... easier... :D anyway... good nite... ciao...



Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 07, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
’cause I know I don’t belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw in heaven?
I’ll find my way through night and day
’cause I know I just can’t stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven..


Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
’cause I know I don’t belong here in heaven...


JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Sunday, November 07, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

* Wednesday, November 03, 2004 *


WHAT HURTS MOST...

:: LETTING GO OF THE PERSON WHOM YOU REALLY LOVE!!!!!

:: reminiscing the good times u shared together

:: shielding ur heart to love somebody

:: TRYING TO HIDE WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL!!

:: TRYING TO HIDE YOUR TEARS!!!

:: LOVING THE PERSON TOO MUCH

:: GIVING SOMEONE YOUD NEVER THOUGHT OF GIVING UP

:: having the right love at the wrong time
:: taking the risk to fall in love again

:: THINKING OF HER EVERY WAKING AND SLEEPING MOMENT KNOWING ALL THE WHILE THE SHE NEVER EVEN THINKS A SINGLE THOUGHT OF YOU!!

:: LETTING GO, BECAUSE EVERYTIME YOU SEE THAT PERSON YOU ONLY FALLS DEEPER!!!

:: holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out

:: falling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with

:: finding the perfect girl / boy...with only one
prob....he doesn't love you...

:: helping the one you love court your friend

:: seeing the one you love crying for someone else

:: the WAITING also hurts like hell

:: having to hear "... I've met someone"

:: agreeing to his wish to 'just be friends'.

:: ASKING HIM FREEDOM BACK COZ SHE/HE BE HAPPIER WITH HIM!!

:: asking u to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again.

:: hearing that u're treated as a big bro or young sister (ouch!)

:: sharing his future plans for the girl with you.

:: u stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked him to.

:: being denied in front of people

:: TELLING YOU LIES WHERE HE'D BEEN, ACTUALLY, HE WAS WITH A NEW FRIEND OR AN OLD FLAME

:: HE TOLD YOU HE'D BE LEAVING YOU TO RETURN TO HIS EX

:: that is, holding on to a person who can not
guarantee you his/her commitment unless
he/she fixed himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her

:: PRETENDING you're OK!!!

:: PRETENDING to be strong.... and
RECOGNIZING your weakness

:: lying in bed each night, thinking of that
special person you can never have...

:: being with someone you can't actually love

:: PRETENDING YOU DON¡¯T LOVE THE PERSON, WHOM YOU REALLY LOVE...

:: BEING IN LOVE

:: LETTING OF THE PERSON BUT THE TRUE IS YOU DON¡¯T WANT TO... having no right to say
you are hurting, because it was your decision

:: seeing the person you love hurt because of
you... and not being able to help that person...

:: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesn't treat you with the same closeness as before

:: having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable

:: admitting that you love someone despite her/his imperfections

:: finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him, perhaps even more than before...

:: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.

:: the thought that this girl/guy, used to really love you and you loved her/him as well but you didn't give enough and she/he gave up on you

:: Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....."

::WHEN OTHERS MAKE A PROMISE....AND REALIZING THAT WHEN THE TIME HAS COME FOR THAT PROMISE TO BE DELIVERD. ...THE COMMITMENT IS NO LONGER THERE!!

:: the hardest thing about love & BELIEVING IT EXIST!!!.

After you've been hurt,
>> learn to forgive
>> learn to trust and love again


JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, November 03, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

* Wednesday, October 27, 2004 *


Nghi Ngo+`.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Nga(n ca'Ch.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Ro+i Ro+'t.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Tro^i theO dO`ng Do+`i...
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


A?o A?nh
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Do^i Bo+`.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Nham thA.ch
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Na^'c thang Thie^n Du+o+`nG
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)


Vậy là tôi cũng có một thiên đường. Tất cả đều không quan trọng, kể cả điều mỉa mai chúng nó nói và sự đơn độc giữa rất nhiều bạn bè của tôi. Điều tôi cần là lý giải cái mình thấy thiếu. Không rõ lắm, nhưng tôi biết mình cần một chỗ để “tựa vào"...

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


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JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Ocean MoOn.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


...
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


The sand of MinD
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


..
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Truy Ti`m.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Cha.y Tro^'n
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


So'ng nga^`m
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Wednesday, October 27, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

* Monday, October 25, 2004 *


......
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


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JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


.....
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


.....
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


;-)
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


......
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Light of the spirit

JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


So'ng Lo`ng
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


con Cho' hay con ga^'u da^y ?
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Co~i Tre^n .
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


cu~ng la` Con cho'
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Con Cho'
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


.......
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


.........
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Nhi`n nhau.
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Khe'p Mi
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *


Tha(ng Long Huye^`n A?o .
JOY blew you kisses (^_^)

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

Well,Let's see I am here to survive, to live day to day. I create pain to release pain and live in a tormented world of my own making, though I never wished it upon myself. One day, it will all end, and I can at last relinquish the pain and the hiding and all of the sorrow. But I try to go on, and so far, that seems to be the meaning in my life. To continue until I can no longer .
This website is actually more for me than for anyone else. I know I don't have many hits, and that's okay with me. It's a place for me to express myself. I express myself in my blog, but once things are finished, they go here. My cliques express what I like, and my writing expresses my soul. Things like the booklog are for my own record. And I guess if anyone else is interested in seeing who I am, then well, this is the place to come.
Copy and paste this, answer the questions, and email it back to me at scorpionbaby31@yahoo.com I'm looking forward to viewing this from you all ;-)
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me? @_@
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler? >_<
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill myself?
31. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
32. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

Na(ng lu+.c tie^`m a^?n !! RiengMotGocTroi Monday, October 25, 2004

*Dare 2b different, You'rE noT aLonE! *

Don't Let the pAin toDay oVeRshaDoW OuR DrEams TomorrOw !
If hug is a minute I'll send U hours. If tear is a raindrop I'll send U showers. If emotion is the water I'll send U seas. If love is the power I'll send you ME !!